Baking as Prayer: Finding Peace in the Slow Work of Sourdough

There's a moment in sourdough baking — right after you fold the dough for the last time and cover it to rest — where you just have to let go. You've done what you can do. The rest is up to time, temperature, and the wild yeast you've been tending.

I've come to think of that moment as a small act of faith.

When we lost both of our mothers — Sharon and Beth — I didn't know how to grieve. Grief doesn't come with instructions. It comes in waves, at unexpected moments, and it doesn't follow a schedule. What I found, slowly, was that the kitchen helped.

The rhythm of slow work

Sourdough is not a fast bread. You can't rush it. You can't skip steps. You have to show up every day, feed your starter, watch for signs of life, and trust the process even when you can't see what's happening inside the dough.

That rhythm — the daily showing up, the patient waiting, the trusting — became something I needed. In a season of loss, when so much felt out of control, the kitchen was a place where I could do something. Where I could tend something. Where something was still growing.

Myrtle

We named our sourdough starter Myrtle after Mama Beth. She's fed every single day with water from our homestead well and organic flour. She's bubbly, active, and full of life.

There's something deeply comforting about that. About tending something named after someone you loved. About the fact that she's still here, still growing, still making beautiful things possible.

The bread as gift

Every loaf we bake is a small act of love. We bake it for our community in Americus, for our Hotplate customers, for people we've never met who are going to slice it open on a Tuesday morning and feel, just for a moment, that someone made something good for them.

That's what baking as prayer looks like for us. Not always quiet. Not always reverent. Sometimes it's flour on the counter and a timer going off and a Dutch oven that's too hot to handle. But underneath all of it — intention. Gratitude. Love.

“She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness.” — Proverbs 31:27

An invitation

If you're in a hard season — grieving, exhausted, or just feeling untethered — I want to gently invite you into the kitchen. Not to be productive. Not to make something perfect. Just to make something. To put your hands in dough. To tend something small.

There is healing in the slow work. I've found it here, and I believe you can too.

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